What if my relatives see that?! Mika NAKED on the INTERNET!!

So I have to be honest, that was the video that really cost me the most effort. Can't believe that I really did that. I had wet hands and felt like it was choking my breath, I was so excited. I knew exactly that if I made this video and really put it online, there would be no turning back. I have to confess that I was already close to not doing it!! But then I remembered again why I signed up here. I want to test my limits. Should that have been it?? NO: I wanted more, I wanted to gain experience, so I said to myself, close my eyes and get through it. I think you will notice exactly how unusual this situation was for me and that I couldn't really deal with showing myself in front of the camera like that. But I hope you like it anyway. I would be very happy about your opinion, maybe it will help me to get even more security.